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Holding back what you want to say, too scared of sounding weird. Sadness, a distance too great and fear of rejection. Alone in my cell-like room, looking at anime characters hoping to take my mind away. Till the sleep...

The anxiety has done a number on me again and conspired to fuck my life up. I have been trying to get better about things but I just take one step forward then 2 steps back! For 3 days I was harming but it's been 2 days since I last cut and I don't feel the urge today. I got on the bus and decided to let it take me wherever, I ended up in the city and wandered aimlessly through the streets thinking about how much I miss certain people and stumbled upon a great Japanese shop with one while aisle devoted just to seaweed! The amount of interesting foods and items they had was amazing! I will be going back there for sure...